D.H. Lawrence might be better known for scandalizing the western world by penning a couple novels in the twenties that defied the cultural mores of the day - "Women in Love" and "Sons and Lovers". But the following poem shows he is a damn fine poet too.
Here's Lawrence with the "Snake":
Here's Lawrence with the "Snake":
A snake came to my water-trough |
On a hot, hot day, and I in pyjamas for the heat, |
To drink there. |
In the deep, strange-scented shade of the great dark carob tree |
I came down the steps with my pitcher |
And must wait, must stand and wait, for
there he was at the trough before me. |
He reached down from a fissure in the earth-wall in the gloom |
And trailed his yellow-brown slackness soft-bellied down, over the edge of the stone trough |
And rested his throat upon the stone bottom, |
And where the water had dripped from the tap, in a small clearness, |
He sipped with his straight mouth, |
Softly drank through his straight gums, into his slack long body, |
Silently. |
Someone was before me at my water-trough, |
And I, like a second-comer, waiting. |
He lifted his head from his drinking, as cattle do, |
And looked at me vaguely, as drinking cattle do, |
And flickered his two-forked tongue from his lips, and mused a moment, |
And stooped and drank a little more, |
Being earth-brown, earth-golden from the burning bowels of the earth |
On the day of Sicilian July, with Etna
smoking. |
The voice of my education said to me |
He must be killed, |
For in Sicily the black, black snakes
are innocent, the gold are venomous. |
And voices in me said, if you were a man |
You would take a stick and break him
now, and finish him off. |
But must I confess how I liked him, |
How glad I was he had come like a guest in quiet, to drink at my water-trough |
And depart peaceful, pacified, and thankless, |
Into the burning bowels of this earth ? |
Was it cowardice, that I dared not kill him ? |
Was it perversity, that I longed to talk to him ? |
Was it humility, to feel so honoured ? |
I felt so honoured. |
And yet those voices : |
If you were not afraid, you would
kill him ! |
And truly I was afraid, I was most afraid, |
But even so, honoured still more |
That he should seek my hospitality |
From out the dark door of the secret
earth. |
He drank enough |
And lifted his head, dreamily, as one who has drunken, |
And flickered his tongue like a forked night on the air, so black, |
Seeming to lick his lips, |
And looked around like a god, unseeing, into the air, |
And slowly turned his head, |
And slowly, very slowly, as if thrice adream, |
Proceeded to draw his slow length curving round |
And climb again the broken bank of my
wall-face. |
And as he put his head into that dreadful hole, |
And as he slowly drew up, snake-easing his shoulders, and entered farther, |
A sort of horror, a sort of protest against his withdrawing into that horrid black hole, |
Deliberately going into the blackness, and slowly drawing himself after, |
Overcame me now his back was turned. |
I looked round, I put down my pitcher, |
I picked up a clumsy log |
And threw it at the water-trough with a
clatter. |
I think it did not hit him, |
But suddenly that part of him that was left behind convulsed in undignified haste, |
Writhed like lightning, and was gone |
Into the black hole, the earth-lipped fissure in the wall-front, |
At which, in the intense still noon, I
stared with fascination. |
And immediately I regretted it. |
I thought how paltry, how vulgar, what a mean act ! |
I despised myself and the voices of my
accursed human education. |
And I thought of the albatross, |
And I wished he would come back, my
snake. |
For he seemed to me again like a king, |
Like a king in exile, uncrowned in the underworld, |
Now due to be crowned again. |
And so, I missed my chance with one of the lords |
Of life. |
And I have something to expiate : |
A pettiness. |
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